She shook her head slightly. "Not this first time. I haven't seen you for ten years, I want to be able to see you, at least at first."

But she could see that smirk on his face. It seemed like there was a bit of a dark side that he'd discovered while she'd been away. She wondered what he'd gotten up to and how different it would be now. After all, he'd been the man she'd lost her virginity to, but he definitely wasn't that adorably awkward boy anymore.